us..

i forgot how close we are before..

then we realize that we re apart

..........

far away even we re close..

then i decide..

we shud move on with our own life..

i always pray for u..

i'm sorry..

this is the end..

because i dont want to look back..

i want to walk and walk until i feel tired

and rest in peace..

Anak WayanG

my lil sister is strungling in anak wayang..
hehehe...wish u all da best..
anyone who watch this show..
please support hehehe..aku tumpang glamer je..
yela..sape x bangga kan?
tp segan jugak..heheh..but thats what she really want kan..
kena la support..
parents aku pun nampak sokong je..
alhamdulillah..
mama pesan suh g tengok..
sian mirah....
diorang x dtg..jauh sgt..
last sat, hantar die g astro..
bawak beg macam x nak balik..
ish2..
die ckp dtg jgn bawak banner ke pape..
malu..bongok..
hahahaha
kitg pon malu nak bawak..
aku nak jumpe FaZura..
im her BIG FAN!
pergh..
hehehehe..poyo jek..
kalo ada rezeki..
insyallah...
x menang pon xpe...
mama ckp buat yang terbaik..
jadi diri sendiri..
kalo x menang pun xpe...
tp kalo menang kena share hadiah ngan aku..
erk?..
btol la..aku kan kakak..
adik kena la beralah sikit..
hihihihi..

GoOd LuCk aNd AlL tHe BeSt...

uNCle RamLi SAriP

wawawah...

Tercapai gak hasrat aku nak tgk Pak cik Ramli perfome..

gile idola...

hehehehe...

tikect Rm10 je

murah kan? ala, petronas nye family day..

join ar..

Tetibe..

bukan kerja sane pon..

suka hati la...

thanks to wanzu..

yg skema jadi volunteer untuk family day petronas...

mintak gaji lebih sket...

old school giller minat orang lama...

sama ngan mak fhaten..

P/s: sabtu malam tgk dataran permata..xde tempat lain ke, gile bosan

new car..

kereta wira asyik rosak je..
ckp ngan abah...

ila: abah, keto sokmo punah..letih la..duit abes sebab dio jah
abah: nak wat guano, beki la...xpola
ila: abes doh duit hok ore simpan..ghano nak nikoh (ayat last aku tambah sendiri)
abah:xpola, ada duit lagi dop?
ila: xdop abes ko keta jah..mati la gini gak
abah: xpola, nak wat gano..abah ingat nak jual keta proton amik la ko ila duit tu wat duit muka keta baru...
ila: yo ko abah?
(tetiba suara ma aku: jangan amek viva huduh) demand lak mak aku..
abah: ho la..keta wira wi mirah pakai
ila:xsoh la wi mirah nnt ilang lagi (sbb adik aku dah hilangkan kancil kesayangan aku)
abah:doh ilang nak wat gano..xpola
ila:abah pakai la di kelate..lagipun keta tu punoh sokmo..
abah:ho la, biar abah pakai..nak amik keta gapo?
ila:myvi jah abah..murah sket
(ma aku lagi tetiba:ma suka myvi come doh tu)
abah:ikutla mane2 jah..

Tq abah..selalu tolong anaknya yg satu ini...

HAppY FaTHer'S Day!

Ila SyG AbaH...

hahah..tetiba teringat kat bapak aku.....:-)

p/s: sape yg x reti bahasa kltn pandai2 korang translate...bye

a piece of mind

tetiba x tau nak tulis ape....

aish....

huh?

apekah?

last sat, follow shasha g talk about building business..its quite good after dah di terangkan oleh shahsha and her frens amri n dyana...ok kot..tp still confuse2 lagi..x sure nak join ke x but act its a good business siyesly..------->still thinking about it

erm..ape lagi nak cakap ek?

ahha..hanez slamat deliver her baby..dapat baby girl..best nye..huhuh..congratez mama hanez.. best lak ada baby tp aku lambat lagi..is ckp lagi 2 years or less..tu pun kalo kawen ngan is..hehehe..kalo kena tgl, lambat la lagi..nak cari bf baru lagi and bla..bla...leceh la.. best gak kawen kot...anyone? married women nak ckp pape ke?heeheheh

one more..

gi bantley kat mutiara damansara..teman is but i prefer IKEA..aish..tgk sham kamikazee launch his signature guitar but dah pesan kat is..dont u dare to buy another guitar..macam queen control lak..pastu trus balik sbb dah dapat makan kat situ..best jugak tp aku nak makan meatballs kat IKEA..is buat2 x dgr trus balik..aku majuk..heheheh..simple!

Pastu malam tido umah fhaten..lame x jumpe even baru seminggu..heheheh..x leh blah..mama cite pasal wedding..ni sure hint kat si fhaten..pastu buat2 x faham lagik..ape la..cepatla kawen..aku pon x sabar tgk ko kawen...hehe..

erm..

life is tough...

muhasabah diri...

Bisikkan ke Hati:

“Aku tekun berdoa dan berusaha untuk kejayaan dan kebahagian.Aku sedar, ada ketikanya hajatku lambat dipenuhi dan mungkin Allah akan gantikan dengan yang lain, yang lebih baik.Aku yakin kejayaan dan kebahagian itu akan jadi milikku walaupun mungkin dalam bentuk dan waktu yang lain.. “ Aaamin.

marila sama2 kite muhasabah diri..mungkin ada kesilapan yg x disedari...mungkin juga Allah mahu menguji hambaNYa..tp cukup kah kite bersedia menghadapi dugaanNYA..Allah Maha Mangasihani hambaNya..mungkin belum rezeki kite untuk mendapat yang terbaik..mungkin juga Allah akan berikan kepada kite yang lebih baik..Mungkin usaha dan doa kite belum cukup..mungkin juga kite masih diuji..segala-galanya HANYA DIA yang maha mengetahui...

sebagai hamba kite hanya mampu berdoa dan berdoa semoga kite tidak dilupakan dan melupakan NYA walau hanya satu kedipan mata...

YA ALLAH...ampunilah hamba-MU ini....

AMIN..........

sad story...

7.30 a.m: woke up, mandi, siap2..hair dryer rosak..nasib baik x terbakar rambut aku..xpe2..


8.00 a.m: gerak nak g ofis..keta break down, brek pad jatuh..brek x makan, nasib baik x accident...( hantar repair) dekat rm 300.. xpela nak buat mcm mane..

8.30- 6.30 p.m: load of works..

6.30p.m: keta tibe mati tgh jalan..(BABI!) sedang kan baru pas repair..then call mekanik balik, repair balik dekat rm 300..and luckily i have my iskandar who always there for me..TQ syg.. i really mean it..

8.00 p.m: crying alone thinking that she only have rm7 left in her bank acc to survive untill end of the month..help me ALLAH..

Future..

erm..firstly, congrates to all my fren yg dah kawen esp my BFF Ted n her hubby EDDY ( sorry coz aku x sempat attend ur wedding) but im sure u look gorgeous as ever...to mastura and her hubby..hope u all dapat baby cepat..cant wait!hehehe...we drove from kl at 7.00 a.m. really push myself to woke up that morning..and arrived at Dungun, Terengganu at 11.30 a.m. cepat plak ek? laju ar korang drive? hehehe...after makan and have a liltle chat with the bride we have to excuse ourself takut drive malam...hehehe...but sempat amik gambar ngan mas tp x sempat tgg her hubby..Sorry mas! but u really look gorgeous and pretty like princess...i miss u damn much! last wiken still bz attend a few wedding of Is fren and sedara die..but really impress with abg fariz's wedding at BORA ASMARA...sangat simple and nice..love it!huhuhu wish to have 1..can't we syg? i know the answer...BIG NO!..huh. dream for simple wedding for myself at kelantan with lot lot lot of fresh flowers..(org kata fresh flowers mahal) bencila...white and red + gold colour..nice gak..hahaha mimpi la ko...lambat lagi nak kawen..duit pun xde... whatever.. terasa gelap lak masa depan aku nih..with all unstable stuff huhuhu..sedey neh..everything seems really hard for me...why? hopefully Allah akan murahkan rezeki..AMIN. my job macam kelam je skang ini...im still trying to develop myself even so many obstacles in front there..for God sake people pls..stop accussing me for things i didnt do n will never do unless u push me to the max... its hard to be me, kan elle? thanks babe for ur understanding...really appreaciate it.. x tau nak share all prob ngan sape...luckily u always there for me...love u! ok back to my future

...............dark

.............................darker

..........................................................darkest

........................................................................................................??????????? i know all in GOD's hand.

INSYA ALLAH..help me TUHAN...

miss sound of the beaches....

morning...eventhough its almost 12 noon..sempat nak tulis blog ni while trying to get tru RTM line to get a chance to speak about 1 malaysia events...how hard..aish~~~wahatever la kan.. suddenly i realized how much i miss umt and all my frens back there..sound of beaches early in the morning (even bgn lambat je slalu) but sumtimes it makes u felt such an unknown feeling inside there..owh how calm and enjoy that feeling..i really need a holiday..nak g pantai...

water festival langkawi 2009

Langkawi still da best place for me..huhuhu..with the nice beaches and of course the "duty free" , coklat..nyumnyum..i spent almot rm300++ only for the choc no wonder la badan makin berisi..hahaha padan muke sendiri...argh!!!!!!! like i said i never think long to destroyed or crushing my diet...demmit...

welkam me..

well.. i dont even know why i create this blog things..maybe i just wanna write something..hehehe...sometimes tulis is better than cite to our friends kot..for me now silents is the best policy after all the hard time i get tru..demmit (huhu nape mencarut neh)..sorry..just my emotional things is on my mind rite now..act, i dont even know how to write this blog things bt im sure i will adapt in the blogging world:P..ngehngeh.. anyway, welcome to my feera things..i guess its all about my mind, my heart and my soul......:P